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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    12:43 pm
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    @@@@@There was just one more thing to do
    “Quick, give me the knife
    “Wanda… I know you love Jamie, but I really don't think you could use itYou're not a
    fighter
    “Not for them, JaredThat's enough!”
    “I need one like Jamie'sI don't know enough about HealingI have to see exactly what to doI
    would have done it before, but I wasn't sure I'd be able to driveSomeone will notice if I don't go inside soon
    Jared thought it through quicklyHe was the best, as Jeb had said, because he could see what
    had to be done and do it fastI heard the steely sound of the knife coming out of the sheath
    “You want to do it?”
    He inhaled sharply
    I took the ugly knifeIt had a heavy handle and was very sharp; it came to a tapered point at the
    tip
    I didn't let myself think about itI didn't want to give myself a chance to be a cowardThe arm,
    not the leg–that's all I paused to decideMy knees were scarredI didn't want to have to hide
    that, too
    I held my left arm out; my hand was shakingI braced it against the door and then twisted my
    head so that I could bite down on the headrestI held the knife's handle awkwardly but tightly
    in my right handI pressed the point against the skin of my forearm so I wouldn't mis
    10:52 am
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    Red could never forget the Jap's faceIt was gaunt and the skin was drawn tightly over the eyes and cheeks and nostrils so that he had a hungry searching lookHe had never seen a man's face so intensely; his gaze concentrated until he could detect every imperfection in the man's skinHe saw blackheads on the Jap's forehead, and a tiny postule on the side of his nose, and drops women rolex watches of sweat in the deep hollows under his eyesPerhaps they stared at each other for half a second, and then the Jap unsheathed his bayonet, and Red turned and ranHe saw the other man lunging toward him, and Red thought inanely, Horror movieWith a great effort he shrieked over his shoulder, "Get him, GET HIM, CROFT!"
    Then Red tripped, and lay motionless on the ground, half stunnedHe was trying to ready himself for the flash of chloe black pain the knife would cause as it pierced his back, and he held his breathHe heard his heart beat once, and then once moreHis alertness was returning, and he poised his bodyHis heart beat again, and again, and againAbruptly, he realized that nothing was going to happen
    Croft's clear cold voice grated in his ear"Goddam, Red, how long you gonna lay on the ground?"
    Red rolled over and sat upHe repressed a groan with omega ladies watch difficulty, but the effort made him shudder
    "What do you think of your boy friend?" Croft asked softly
    The Jap was standing several yards away with his hands in the airHe had dropped the bayonet, and it lay at his feetCroft walked over and kicked it away
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    12:43 pm
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    And of course it stankHe felt like an insect crawling through the entrails of a horse"Damn," he muttered in disgustAs usual the ship smelled of stale cooking -- fat mixed with something as nauseous as the curds from a grease trapAbstractedly, he rubbed his finger against a bulkhead and drew it away wetAll over the ship the bulkheads sweated a film of oil and louis vuitton pink water
    He stepped warily along the passageway, narrow and lighted poorly, the metal floor plates obstructed by an occasional pile of equipment sloppily covered with a small tarpaulinOnce he skidded and almost fell on some oil slick"Goddam filthy place," he sworeHe was enraged, inordinately angry, and it seemed without causeHearn paused, wiping his forehead roughly black chanel bag with his sleeveWhat the hell's the matter with me?
    "Are you junior officers getting your liquor supplies?" the General had asked, and something had leaped in him at that moment, left his nerves raw and displaced since thenWhat had the General meant?
    After a moment or two he pushed down the corridor againThe ship's stores office was in a medium-sized cabin chanel fake off the passagewayIt was cluttered with odd ration crates, bits of wood from broken boxes, a pile of papers which had overflowed from a wastebasket, and a large worn desk pushed into one corner
    "Are you Kerrigan?" Hearn asked the officer sitting at the desk
    "That's right, sonny, what can I do for you?" Kerrigan had a lean, rather battered face with a few teeth Cartier watch tank missing
    Hearn stared at him a moment, his anger pulsing again"Let's cut out all this 'sonny' crap He was rather startled by his own rage
    "Anything you say, Lieutenant
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    10:52 am
    @@@@@There was the sound of the bell in the hall
    @@@@@There was the sound of the bell in the
    hall beyond the door, and a muffled sound of movementScarlett
    rang
    againAll was silence when the ringing fadedShe waited for a count
    of twentyA horse and buggy passed along the street behind herIf
    anybody saw me standing here locked out, I'd never be able to look
    them
    in the face without perishing of shame, she thought
    She could feel her cheeks flamingUncle Henry was right the whole
    wayShe wasn't being receivedAll her life she had heard of people
    who were so scandalous that no decent person would open the door to
    them, but in her wildest imagination she'd never thought it could
    happen to herShe was Scarlett O 'Hara, daughter of Ellen Robillard,
    of the Savannah RobillardsThis couldn't be happening to herI'm
    here to do good, too, she thought with hurt bewildermentHer eyes
    felt hot, a warning of tearsThen, as so often happened, she was
    swept by a tide of anger and outrageDamn it all, half this house
    belonged to her! How dare anybody lock the door against her? She
    banged on the door with her fist and rattled the doorknob, but the
    door
    was securely bolted"I know you're in there, India Wilkes," Scarlett
    shouted through the keyholeThere!
    I hope she had her ear to it and came to talk to you, India, and I'm
    not leaving until I doI'm going to sit on the porch steps until you
    open that door or until Ashley comes home with hiskey, take your
    pick
    Scarlett turned and gathered up the train of her skirtsShe heard the
    rattle of bolts behind her as she took a step, then the squeak of the
    hinges"For the love of heaven, come in," India whispered hoarsely
    "You'll make us the talk of the neighborhood Scarlett surveyed India
    coolly over her shoulder
    "Maybe you should come out and sit on the steps with me, I
    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
    12:51 pm
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    all
    Her steps matched MrsButler's in an eager, accelerated paceThe
    Market was like a bazaar, an oasis of light and warmth, color and life
    in the formless gray mistTorches blazed on brick pillars that
    supported tall wide arches open to the surrounding streets,
    illuminating the bright aprons and louis vuitton denim headscarves of smiling black women
    and highlighting their wares, displayed in baskets of every size and
    shape on long wooden tables painted greenIt was crowded with
    people,
    most of them moving from table to table, talking-to other shoppers or
    to the vendors in a challenging, laughing ritual of haggling obviously
    enjoyed by all"Coffee first, rolex submariner price Scarlett?"
    "Oh, yes, please Eleanor Butler led the way to a nearby group of
    womenThey held steaming tin mugs in their gloved hands, sipping
    from
    them while they talked and laughed with one another, oblivious to the
    din around them"Good morning, Eleanor Eleanor, how are you?
    Push over, Mildred, let Eleanor get through Oh, Eleanor, did you
    hear that gucci women watches Kerrison's has real wool stockings on sale? It won't be in
    the paper until tomorrowWould you like to come with Alice and me?
    We're going after dinner todayOh, Eleanor, we were just talking
    about Lavinia's daughterShe lost the baby last nightLavinia's
    prostrate with griefDo you think your cook could make some of her
    wonderful wine jelly? Nobody does it the men wallet gucci way she doesMary has a
    bottle of claret, and I'll supply the sugar
    "Morning, Miz Butler, I saw you coming, your coffee's all ready
    "And another cup for my daughter-in-law, please, SukieLadies, I
    want
    you to meet Rhett's wife, Scarlett
    All chattering stopped and all heads turned to look at scarlett
    She smiled and inclined her head in a little rolex ladies watch bo
    10:59 am
    @@@@@He had done so this morningThis goddamned,
    @@@@@He
    had done so this morningThis goddamned, fucked-up morning!
    DeSole! Killed in an accident on a deserted country road in Maryland at 4:30 that morning
    What the hell was Steven DeSole, a man whose driver’s license clearly stated that he was afflicted
    with night blindness, doing on a backcountry road outside Annapolis at 4:30 in the morning? And
    then Charlie Casset, a very angry Casset, calling him at six o’clock, yelling his usually cool head
    off, telling Alex he was going to put the commander of NATO on the goddamned spit and demand
    an explanation for the buried fax connection between the general and the dead chief of clandestine
    reports, who was not a victim of an accident but of murder! Furthermore, one retired field officer
    named Conklin had better damned well come clean with everything he knew about DeSole and
    Brussels and related matters, or all bets were off where said retired field agent and his elusive
    friend Jason Bourne were concernedNoon at the latest! And then, Ivan Jax! The brilliant black
    doctor from Jamaica phoned, telling him he wanted to put Norman Swayne’s body back where he
    had found it because he did not want to be loused up by another Agency fiascoBut it was not
    Agency, cried Conklin to himself, unable to explain to Ivan Jax the real reason he had asked for his
    helpAnd Jax could not simply drive the corpse back to Manassas because the police, on
    federal orders—the orders of one retired field agent using appropriated codes he was not entitled to
    use—had sealed off General Norman Swayne’s estate without explanation
    “What do I do with the body?” Jax had yelled
    “Keep it cold for a while, Cactus would want it that way
    “Cactus? I’ve been with him at the hospital all nightHe’s going to be okay, but he doesn’t
    know what the hell is going on any more than I do!”
    “We in the clandestine services can’t always explain things,” Alex said, wincing as he spoke the
    ridiculous words
    So he had gone into the kitchen and put his head under a spray of cold waterWhat else could go
    wrong? And naturally the telephone rang
    “Dunkin’ Donuts,” said Conklin, the phone to his ear
    “Get me out of here,” said Jason Bourne, not a trace of David Webb in his voice“To Paris!”
    “What happened?”
    “He got away, that’s what happened, and I have to get to Paris under a cover, no immigration,
    no customsHe’s got them all wired and I can’t give him the chance to track meAlex, are you
    listening to me?”
    “DeSole was killed last night, killed in an accident that was no accident at four o’clock in the
    morning
    “I don’t give a damn about Medusa! For me it’s history; we made a wrong turnI want the
    Jackal and I’ve got a place to startI can find him, take him!”
    “Leaving me with Medusa
    “You said you wanted to go higher—you said you’d only give me forty-eight hours until you
    didShove the clock aheadThe forty-eight hours are over, so go higher, just get me out of here and
    over to Paris
    “They’ll want to talk to you
    “Who?”
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    185
    “Peter Holland, Casset, whoever else they bring
    Friday, December 31st, 2010
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    “Jason!” she screamed again as the killer fell, instantly realizing that she stood alone with only
    the corpse beneath her—she was a target! Then from certain death there was the sudden possibility
    of lifeThe old aristocratic Frenchman who had recognized her in the lobby came crashing out of
    the front entrance, his automatic weapon on repeat fire as he sprayed the black limousine, stopping
    for an instant to switch his aim and shattering the legs of a tiffany replica jewelry “priest” whose weapon was leveled at
    him
    “Mon ami!” roared Bernardine
    “Here!” shouted Bourne“Where is she?”
    “A votre droite! Auprès de—” A single gunshot exploded from the glass double doors of the
    MeuriceAs he fell the Deuxième veteran cried out, “Les Capucines, mon amiLes Capucines!”
    Bernardine slumped to the pavement; a second gunshot ended his life
    Marie was paralyzed, she could not move! Everything was a blizzard, a hurricane of iced
    particles crashing gucci backpacks with such force against her face she could neither think nor find meaning
    Weeping out of control, she fell to her knees, then collapsed in the street, her screams of despair
    clear to the man who suddenly was above heroh God, my children!”
    “Our children,” said Jason Bourne, his voice not the voice of David Webb“We’re getting out of
    here, can you understand that?”
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    “Yes yes!” Marie awkwardly, painfully, swung her legs oyster rolex behind her and lurched to her feet,
    held by the husband she either knew or did not know“David?”
    “Of course I’m DavidCome on!”
    “You frighten me—”
    “I frighten myselfLet’s go! Bernardine gave us our exitRun with me; hold my hand!”
    They raced down the rue de Rivoli, swinging east into the boulevard StMichel until the
    Parisian strollers in their nonchalance de jour made it clear that the fugitives were safe from the
    horrors of the MeuriceThey stopped m an fake hermes alleyway and held each other
    “Why did you do it?” asked Marie, cupping his face“Why did you run away from us?”
    “Because I’m better without you, you know that
    “You weren’t before, David—or should I say Jason?”
    “Names don’t matter, we have to move!”
    “Where to?”
    “I’m not sureBut we can move, that’s the important thingBernardine gave
    it to us
    “He was the old Frenchman?”
    “Let’s not talk about him, okay? At least not for a while
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    11:02 am
    @@@@@I was prepared for that, had been since I
    @@@@@I was prepared for that,
    had been since I saw the little ring twinkling
    prettily on Ilse's fingerWhat shocked me was
    that the photo was almost exactly the sameIt was
    as if, instead of clipping a photo of sophora, sea
    lavender, or inkberry to the side of my easel, I
    had clipped this very photographHe was wearing
    the jeans and the scuffed yellow workboots that I
    hadn't been able to get quite right; his darkish
    blond hair spilled over his ears and his forehead;
    he was carrying a book I knew was a Bible in one
    handMost telling of all was the Minnesota Twins
    tee-shirt, with the number 48 on the left breast
    "Who's number 48, and how did you happen to meet a
    Twins fan at Brown? I thought that was Red Sox
    country
    "Number 48's Torii Hunter," she said, looking at
    me as if I was the world's biggest dummox"They
    137
    have a huge TV in the main student lounge, and I
    went in there one day last July when the Sox and
    Twins were playingThe place was crammed even
    though it was summer session, but Carson and I
    were the only ones with our Twins on - him with
    his Torii tee-shirt, me with my capSo of course
    we sat together, and She shrugged, to show the
    rest was history
    "What flavor is he, religiously speaking?"
    "Baptist She looked at me a little defiantly, as
    though she'd said CannibalBut as a member in
    good standing of The First Church of Nothing in
    Particular, I had no grudge against the Baptists
    The only religions I don't like are the ones that
    insist their God is bigger than your God"We've
    been going to services together three times a week
    for the last four months
    Jack pulled up, and she bent to grab the handles
    of her various bags"He's going to take spring
    semester off to travel with this really wonderful
    gospel groupIt's an actual tour, with a booker
    and everythingThe group is called The
    HummingbirdsYou should hear him - he sings like
    an angel
    138
    "I'll bet," I said
    She kissed me again, softly, on the cheek"I'm
    glad I came, DaddyAre you glad?"
    "More than you could ever know," I said, and found
    myself wishing she'd fall madly in love with Jack
    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
    12:43 pm
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    "I have to see a doctor, have a checkup," I saidI promised my friend KamenHow
    about I make it a twofer?"
    Wireman was still leaning against the pillarNow
    he straightened up"Hey, here's Jack with the vanStep lively, Edgar - last bus to
    Duma Key, leaving now
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    It happened again, on the way back, and worse,
    although Jack didn't see it cartier love - he was busy piloting
    the van along Casey Key Road - and I'm pretty sure
    Wireman himself never knewI had asked Jack if he
    minded skipping the Tamiami Trail, which is west
    coast Florida's engagingly tacky Main Street, in
    favor of the narrower, twistier wayI wanted to
    watch the moon on the water, I said
    "Gettin those little artist eccentricities,
    muchacho," Wireman said from the back seat, cartier watches women where
    he was stretched out with his feet upHe wasn't
    much of a stickler when it came to seatbelts, it
    seemed"Next thing we know, you'll be wearing a
    beret He pronounced it so it rhymed with garret
    "Fuck you, Wireman," I said
    "I been fucked to the east and I been fucked to
    the west," Wireman recited in tones of sentimental
    recollection, "but when it comes to the fuckin, yo
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    silence
    I watched the moon go swimming through the black
    water to my rightI wondered if
    it would be possible to paint it the way it looked
    326
    from the van: a moon in motion, a silver bullet
    just beneath the water
    I was thinking these thoughts (and maybe drifting
    toward a doze) when I became aware of ghostly
    movement above the moon in the waterIt was
    Wireman's black chanel tote reflectionFor a moment I had the crazy
    idea that he was jerking off back there, because
    his thighs appeared to be opening and closing and
    his hips seemed to be moving up and downI shot a
    peek at Jack, but the Casey Key Road is a symphony
    of curves and Jack was absorbed in his driving
    Besides, most of Wireman was right behind Jack's
    seat, not even visible in the rearview mirror
    I looked over my left gucci replica shoul
    10:52 am
    @@@@@ What's the worst they will do to us?Mel
    @@@@@
    What's the worst they will do to us?Mel pointed outake us leave?
    You're right
    Things had definitely changed if that was the worst I could fear from the humans now
    I took a deep breath–noticing again that strange,wrong smell–and eased around the rocky edge
    into the hospital
    Doc was kneeling on the floor, his face buried in his hands, his shoulders heavingJeb leaned
    over him, patting his back
    Jared and Kyle were laying a crude stretcher beside one of the cots in the middle of the room
    Jared's face was hard–the mask had come back while he was away
    The cots were not empty, as they usually wereSomething, hidden under dark green blankets,
    filled the length of both of themLong and irregular, with familiar curves and angles…
    Doc's homemade table was arranged at the head of these cots, in the brightest spot of sunlight
    The table glittered with silver–shiny scalpels and an assortment of antiquated medical tools that
    I couldn't put a name to
    Brighter than these were other silver thingsShimmering segments of silver stretched in
    twisted, tortured pieces across the table… tiny silver strands plucked and naked and scattered…
    splatters of silver liquid smeared on the table, the blankets, the walls…
    The quiet in the room was shattered by my screamThe wholeroom was shatteredIt spun and
    shook to the sound, whirled around me so that I couldn't find the way outThe walls, the
    silver-stained walls, rose up to block my escape no matter which way I turned
    Someone shouted my name, but I couldn't hear whose voice it wasThe screaming was too
    loudThe stone wall, oozing silver, slammed into me, and I fell to the floor
    Heavy hands held me there
    “Doc, help!”
    “What's wrong with her?”
    “Is it having a fit?”
    “What did she see?”
    “Nothing–nothingThe bodies were covered!”
    That was a lie! The bodies were hideously uncovered, strewn in obscene contortions across the
    glittering tableMutilated, dismembered, tortured bodies, ripped into grotesque shreds…
    I had clearly seen the vestigial feelers still attached to the truncated anterior section of a child
    Just a child! A baby! A baby thrown haphazardly in maimed pieces across the table smeared
    with its own blood…
    My stomach rolled like the walls were rolling, and acid clawed its way up my throa
    Wednesday, December 29th, 2010
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    “She hasn't tried to escape, thoughA lot of talk and no actionOnce the guns come up, she
    backs right down
    “My guess is, she wants to live pretty dang bad,” Jeb murmured to himself
    “Are you sure this is the… safest place to keep her?” I asked as we started down the black,
    twisting tunnel“You didn't find your way tiffany cross out,” he reminded me“Sometimes the best hiding
    place is the one that's in plain sight“She's more motivated than I was
    “The boys're keepin' a sharp eye on herNothin' to worry about
    We were almost thereThe tunnel turned back on itself in a sharp V
    How many times had I rounded this corner, my hand tracing along prada logo the inside of the pointed
    switchback, just like this? I'd never traced along the outside wallIt was uneven, with jutting
    rocks that would leave bruises and cause me to tripStaying on the inside was a shorter walk
    anyway
    When they'd first showed me that the V was not a V but a Y–two branches forking off bag dolce gabbana from
    another tunnel,the tunnel–I'd felt pretty stupidLike Jeb said, hiding things in plain sight was
    sometimes the cleverest routeThe times I'd been desperate enough to even consider escaping
    the caves, my mind had skipped right over this place in my speculationsThis was the hole, the
    prisonIn my head, it was the darkest, chanel white j12 watch deepest well in the cavesThis was where they'd buried
    me
    Even Mel, sneakier than I was, had never dreamed that they'd held me captive just a few paces
    from the exit
    It wasn't even the only exitBut the other was small and tight, a crawl spaceI hadn't found
    that one because I'd walked into these caves standing silver chanel upr
    10:52 am
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    Their talk had ended by revolting himHe was becoming a prude, Hearn decidedHe was disgusted and there wasn't sufficient cause for itSlowly he extended his arms and legs, lowered himself gradually to the ground, feeling the muscle tension in his stomachThere had been an instant when he was tempted to hug Conn and Dove with his arms, and rather deliberately knock their heads togetherAll right, he was toughBut there had been too many thoughts like that lately, in officers' mess, the time he wanted to strike the General, or new cartier just
    Monday, December 27th, 2010
    12:46 pm
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    for making her feel helpless and afraidShe hated the feeling, and
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    ready for Charleston and RhettI won't look at the Yankee, and I
    won't
    think about the pastOnly the future counts now
    Scarlett stared resolutely out the window at the hilly countryside, so
    similar to the land around AtlantaRed clay roads through stands of
    dark pine woods and fields of frostdarkened crop stubble
    She'd been travelling for more than a day, and she might as well have
    never left homeHurry, she urged the engine, do hurry
    "What's Charleston like, Miss Scarlett?" Pansy asked for the
    hundredth
    time just as the light was beginning to fade outside the window"Very
    pretty, you'll like it fine," Scarlett answered for the hundredth
    time
    "There!" She pointed at the landscape"See that tree with the stuff
    hanging off it? That's the Spanish moss I told you about Pansy
    pressed her nose to the sooty pane"Oooh," she whimpered"It
    looks
    like ghosts movingI'm scared of ghosts, Miss Scarlett
    "Don't be a ninny!" But Scarlett shiveredThe long, swaying, gray
    wisps of moss were eerie in the gray light, and she didn't like the way
    it looked eitherIt meant that they were moving into the low-country,
    though, close to the sea and to CharlestonScarlett peered at her
    lapel watchThe train was over two hours lateHer
    aunts would have waited, she was sureBut even so, she wished she
    wouldn't be arriving after dark
    Sunday, December 26th, 2010
    12:54 pm
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    the
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    two
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    unpacked,
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    “Waddaya mean?” asked the trucker, washing his hands
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    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    232
    Panov’s personal medic laughed as he dried his hands“Whose sense wouldn’t it make? It’s the
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    “That’s an extremely interesting, even visceral, statement,” said the psychiatrist
    “It’s who?”
    “NothingI still want to get out of here without her seeing me leaveI have some money—”
    “Hold the money, who is she?”
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    “Yeah,” agreed Mo’s companion“I heard she’s been messing around and don’t charge no
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    “Do you know her?”
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    Saturday, December 25th, 2010
    12:52 pm
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    “He’s visiting someplace—”
    “Come on, let’s walk,” she broke in, noticing the curious faces of two men waiting to use the
    phone; she grabbed his arm and pulled him away from the booth“He couldn’t be clearer?” she
    asked as they entered the flow of the crowdswhere a grave error was made ”
    “The what?”
    “He said to call him in five or six hours—he was visiting a place where a grave error—grave?—
    my God, it’s Rambouillet!”
    “The cemetery ?”
    “Where he tried to kill me thirteen years agoThat’s it! Rambouillet!”
    “Not in five or six hours,” objected Marie“No matter when he left the message he couldn’t fly
    to Paris and then drive to Rambouillet in five hours
    “Of course he could; we’ve both done it beforeAn army jet out of Andrews Air Force Base
    under diplomatic cover to ParisPeter Holland threw him out, but he gave him a going away
    presentImmediate separation, but a bonus for bringing him Medusa Bourne suddenly whipped
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    phone
    “Johnny? Tranquility? You really think—”
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    301
    “I can’t stop thinking!” interrupted Jason, rushing ahead, holding Marie’s hand as she
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    “There’s a phone inside, over there,” he answered, slowing them both down and approaching the
    huge windows of a patisserie that had a red banner over its door announcing an ice cream counter
    with several dozen flavors“Get me a vanilla,” he said, ushering them both into the crowded store
    “Vanilla what?”
    “Whatev
    11:02 am
    @@@@@I breathed deep of her hair - that good
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    at my man-of-all-work, standing considerately off
    to one side"You better take good care of him,
    Jack
    They hadn't fallen in love - no breaks there,
    muchacho - but he gave her a warm smile
    "And he promised to get an opinion on his pictures
    Jack smiled and nodded She gave me one more kiss, this one on the
    tip of the nose
    Then she went through the doors, festooned with
    bags but still walking brisklyShe looked back
    just before they closed"And get some paints!"
    "I will!" I called back, but I don't know if she
    heard me; in Florida, doors whoosh shut in a hurry
    to save the air conditioningFor a moment or two
    everything in the world blurred and grew brighter;
    there was a pounding in my temples and a damp
    prickle in my noseI bent my head and worked
    briskly at my eyes with the thumb and second
    175
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    to see something interesting in the skyThere was
    a word and it wouldn't comeI thought borrow,
    then tomorrow
    Give it time, don't get mad, tell yourself you can
    do this, and the words usually comeSometimes you
    don't want them, but they come, anyway
    Jack said, "You want to wait for me to bring the
    car, or-"
    "No, I'm good to walk I wrapped my fingers
    around the grip of my crutch"Just keep an eye on
    the trafficI don't want to get run down crossing
    the roadBeen there, done that
    xvii
    We stopped at Art & Artifacts of Sarasota on our
    way back, and while we were in there, I asked Jack
    if he knew anything about Sarasota art galleries
    "Way ahead of you, bossMy Mom used to work in
    one called the Scoto
    "Is that supposed to mean something to me?"
    176
    "It's the hot-shit gallery on the arty side of
    town," he said, then rethought that
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